Today was halloween and not a lot happened in the spirit.  Some friends and I went to the square to see what was going on.  We got some free candy, which was nice.  I didn't end up keeping it.  I gave my bag away to a friend.  For some reason I really didn't want it.  Now that I think about it, I didn't even hesitate.  I just went with what I was thinking.  That might be a sign that this project has been deeply ingrained in me.  Plus, with this whole eating healthier thing, I know that the candy isn't really going to help me.  So, I passed for health reasons and just because I really didn't want it.  It's kinda strange how even to the smallest things, this project has affected me.  I guess it really has seeped in.

Along with that, I also do not consider things much anymore.  I make a decision on what I want and what I think is right.  There really isn't a long mental process anymore.  Sure, this applies to only day to day things.  I do ponder on the heavy ideas and decisions that come upon me.  For the most part, life is based on truth for me.  This really has come to mean honesty with myself mainly.

Also, if I'm being honest, I am going to kill some of my dorm mates.  They are playing drums and guitar at 1 in the morning.  I'm not even joking; I will kill them in their sleep, whenever that may be.  I may not need beauty sleep, because I'm freaking gorgeous (that was a joke, ha ha), but I need some rest.  It's about to go down.  As i end this blog, their beating will ensue.  Goodnight world.